I just feel numb but on the inside my emotions are soaring. My heart aches, I feel empty and just so.. Useless, I honestly feel useless. I never new you could feel so hurt by someone but still want to tell them you forgive them just because you want to hear their voice and maybe they’re understand that you’re hurt and apologize to you for all the pain they caused.. But life doesn’t work like that unfortunately.
Him: I don’t date black women. It’s just a preference.
Me: Based on what?
Him: Nothing, it’s just how I feel.
Me: Impossible, deliberate aversions come from somewhere.
Him: Its just a preference, that’s all.
Me: No, a preference is preferring broccoli to asparagus. You can say that because asparagus will always taste the same, even when prepared differently.
Me: And we’re not always the same at all. There are hundreds of millions of us and we’re each completely different from the next. If an employer said not hiring Black people was a preference would you agree?
Him: No, but that’s based on stereotypes.
Me: … And what is yours based on, facts?